I'd like to be writing "in the pink" however red is more suitable for today's post.
Been a while since I was here, and of course it doesn't seem to matter to anyone anyway.

It seems the whole world is falling apart, war, devastating weather, and the economy.
All of it, somehow, is affecting all of us, in one way or another.

I have hopes the new president will be to do some good for all mankind.

Once upon a time someone once said to me, when they brought me food, "now don't count on me to be your great white hope". I didn't understand what that meant then, and asked for an explanation of the phrase.
NOW I understand the meaning....and I hope our new president is our great hope, period.

I turned in my notice to move, and of course I did it before I secured a new home...
IF I had called anyone, talked with anyone, perhaps my rash actions would have been prevented.

I, to this day, don't know if I will have an apt. to go to, I could be homeless in two weeks.
So why you ask, did I do this??

After getting the news that I'm in stage 3 kidney failure, I kind of fell apart, more bad news regarding my health is the last straw....

Many things are gone from my home, I've given much away....and I have't a care about them.

I'm pretty much at the end of my rope....I'm sad for all the heartache and sorrow the world is going through right, I'm not callous. Like a friend once said to me, "well you didn't create the problems of the world". No, I didn't, sometimes I just feel guilty for feeling so lost in my own problems.

And so it goes............
I sure need a friend now, and don't know where they are....some here are like vultures feeding at a house before the body is cold.

I know my son cares, I just can't burden him very much, I try to protect him from the depth of my hurt.

I reckon it'll be what it'll be....que sera sera.........
till later,
God Bless All